It’s been about 50 days since I last weighed myself.  Some days it gets so hard to not get on the scale.  Tonight I really want to, but I know it’s not good for me so I’m going to fight the urge and not get out my scale.

Bad body image days are tough, but I am tougher :)

whiskey-memories:

bras are so expensive like i didn’t choose the boob life the boob life chose me

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Anonymous: Hi lovely, I just want to let you know that you're gorgeous :) 

Oh my gosh, you are AMAZING.  Thank you so much.  Getting nice messages like this really does help me feel better, and reminds me that people care.

I love you <3

Possible trigger warning, this post is about my anxiety about my weight, please don’t read if it might trigger you.

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30 Day Self Esteem Challenge

Somehow I skipped day 21, so I’m doing that one now:

Day twenty-one: When do you feel your most attractive?  Why?

When I’m taking really good care of myself.  Wearing clothes that I like really helps- and for some reason wearing nice underwear and bras helps too haha.  I guess more than anything else, attention from men makes me feel attractive but I often feel emotionally bad when I get that kind of attention because of things from my past.

And here’s the one for today:

Day twenty-three: What physical feature do others seem to find most attractive about you?

In the past year I’ve probably gotten more compliments on the way my butt looks than anything else, haha.

galacticdad:

when i was little i learned what schizophrenia was from TV and for a while i was really afraid because i thought i had it since i always heard my own voice in my head so finally i told a doctor and he informed me that what i was experiencing was called thinking.

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